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Let’s talk

I have learned so much with have many friendships. Good & bad. I have always been the one many people tell their secrets to. Some even come for advice. I’m very trusting when it comes to things like that. I have always felt that I really didn’t have a person like me to tell/talk about things. I know people are going through their own things. So, I typically keep to myself. I pray.! Let me tell you prayer works. Sometimes it can get irritating though. Does anyone feel like me.? Your the mature one people bring their problems to but you haven’t anyone like that. Sometimes going through things people just assume you can get through things cause your the “strong” one. Maybe I need to open up more about what I go through internally. At the same time though I feel like I need to deal alone. Thoughts.?

It’s been a long time coming

Hello, I realized I’ve been so busy that I abandoned you. So, let’s catchup. In these last two years I have had two kids. One that is now two and one that’s 11 months. Even though I have had support it hasn’t been easy with two young ones. I have found myself feeling lost. Not giving myself me time. I tell you.! It’s the simple things right? Then the world was hit with COVID-19. Our family wasn’t hit with it but we still was affected by it. Being in the house so often made me deal with myself and my emotions. I realized I’m not in control as I thought. It took a lot of praying and asking God for guidance. I’m better.! It did make me see that even in the mist of fighting with myself God is always near. I have been so blessed during this rough time of COVID-19. I haven’t faced as much as other and I’m grateful. I’m not working but I still have a job and income. Many people can’t say that and for that I’m blessed. I pray for you all who are struggling to get by. Trying to find your way. I...