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 Good Afternoon,      So many exciting things happening in the upcoming week. I start my phlebotomy class and I'm fairly excited but nervous at the same time. I love learning things but I get really nervous in front of people. It happens when I have to talk or read. Basically getting put on the spot. Sometime I lack confidence in testing and that makes me nervous as well. Sit me down and ask me all the questions and I tell you everything. I don't know what it is about testing that I am just not good at it. I know this is something that is in my path because I can just feel it. At one point I didn't want to do it because I found out that I had to take a Covid 19 shot. I then heard a DO IT! I knew that was God. Sometimes you just know. Besides that I've been continually working on my business. I do feel like I can should be pushing myself much harder than I...
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 Wow, hey there.! Its been so long since I've been here last and so many things has happened since. lets catch up! I have had a daughter. She's 11 months and started walking at 8 months. So, you can imagine how busy I am. My little reignbow and with her makes five kids now. Things can get a bit chaotic. I still haven't been working. That makes three years. It was a break I knew I needed but also was forced to take because of covid. I also started a new business. Its not open yet but I'm very excited about it! I'm   excited  because its something I've   always  loved. I am also starting a new career soon in phlebotomy . My four year old started k4 and let me tell you, (whew) its been a rough start. All in all I  am grateful. My SO has been going above and beyond  as always to make sure were good. I  know so many people  are still going through because  of Covid 19. How have you all been.? What is something your excited about? What is some...

Let’s talk

I have learned so much with have many friendships. Good & bad. I have always been the one many people tell their secrets to. Some even come for advice. I’m very trusting when it comes to things like that. I have always felt that I really didn’t have a person like me to tell/talk about things. I know people are going through their own things. So, I typically keep to myself. I pray.! Let me tell you prayer works. Sometimes it can get irritating though. Does anyone feel like me.? Your the mature one people bring their problems to but you haven’t anyone like that. Sometimes going through things people just assume you can get through things cause your the “strong” one. Maybe I need to open up more about what I go through internally. At the same time though I feel like I need to deal alone. Thoughts.?

It’s been a long time coming

Hello, I realized I’ve been so busy that I abandoned you. So, let’s catchup. In these last two years I have had two kids. One that is now two and one that’s 11 months. Even though I have had support it hasn’t been easy with two young ones. I have found myself feeling lost. Not giving myself me time. I tell you.! It’s the simple things right? Then the world was hit with COVID-19. Our family wasn’t hit with it but we still was affected by it. Being in the house so often made me deal with myself and my emotions. I realized I’m not in control as I thought. It took a lot of praying and asking God for guidance. I’m better.! It did make me see that even in the mist of fighting with myself God is always near. I have been so blessed during this rough time of COVID-19. I haven’t faced as much as other and I’m grateful. I’m not working but I still have a job and income. Many people can’t say that and for that I’m blessed. I pray for you all who are struggling to get by. Trying to find your way. I...

Lyrics Spazz Out: Inspiring

God of creation There at the start, before the beginning of time With no point of reference You spoke to the dark and fleshed out the wonder of light And as You speak A hundred billion galaxies are born In the vapour of Your breath the planets form If the stars were made to worship, so will I I can see Your heart in everything You've made Every burning star, a signal fire of grace If creation sings Your praises, so will I God of Your promise You don't speak in vain, no syllable empty or void For once You have spoken All nature and science, follow the sound of Your voice And as You speak A hundred billion creatures catch Your breath Evolving in pursuit of what You said If it all reveals Your nature, so will I I can see Your heart in everything You say Every painted sky, a canvas of Your grace If creation still obeys You, so will I So will I, so will I If the stars were made to worship, so will I If the mountains bow in reveren...

Good morning note:

Everything that you’ve been through gave you strength to get through what your going through at this very moment. You’ve gained power, strength, greatness, and wisdom. Today you stand strong because of it. Things will always work out through the grace of God. You got this.! Walk in Thankfulness 🌟💫

Music Moves You: Spotlights LECRAE

   Lecrae is a rapper, actor, songwriter, record producer and mostly known for his inspiring christian music. He also co-owned and co-found record label Reach Records. His first album was released in 2004 called real talk. He continues to put out records to this day. Lecrae calls his music hip hop though it reflects his christian faith. Lecrae had a number 1 album called " Anomaly" that also charted the billboard no. 1. With his inspiring music he makes sure he speaks his mind through many different song. Lacrae has worked with many people on his albums from christian singers to hip hop rappers. Lacrae very down to earth, he paves the way for many people t be who they are and be inspired. Check out his recent song "Ill find you" located on my blog page.  "Th e   before   and   after   of it all.  It may get ugly in your life, but there’s a point of rediscovery where the fear can actually drive the faith and restore you.  Sometimes you have ...